DON'T TRY SUICIDE
~Queen (Freddie Mercury)

O.k.
Don't do it Don't you try it baby
Don't do that Don't Don't Don't
Don't do that
You got a good thing going now
Don't do it Don't do it
Don't

Don't try suicide
Nobody's worth it
Don't try suicide
Nobody cares
Don't try suicide
Just gonna hate it
Don't try suicide
Nobody gives a damn

So you think it's the easy way out
Think you're gonna slash your wrists
This time
Baby when you do it all you do is
Gets on my tit
Don't do that try try try baby
Don't do that - you got a good thing going now
Don't do it Don't do it - Don't

Chorus
You need help
Look at yourself you need help
You need life
So don't hang yourself
It's o.k. o.k. o.k. o.k.
You just can't be a prick teaser all of the time
A litte bit of attention - you got it
Need some affection - you got it
Suicide suicide suicide bid
Suicide suicide suicide bid
Suicide

Don't do it Don't do it Don't do it babe
Don't do it Don't do it Don't - do it
Don't put your neck on the line
Don't drown on me babe
Blow your brains out-
Don't do that - yeah

Chorus
Nobody gives - nobody gives
Nobody gives a damn

Life...they tell you that it goes on after any crisis. True, but still...you hate it for awhile...and sometimes...you never stop hating it.

Yeah...only a test...and well...in the end, we all fail.. Sure, we get some things right. It's really cool if we get A LOT of it right. Yet, there are some of us who don't.

You know, out of my 19 years, I remember ALL of the bad things that happen to me. Strange really. I'm a hopeless romantic and dreamer. Always wishing for the good things. Oh, I do remember some of the good things, but it's the bad things that stick out more.

Comfortably Numb-
~Pink Floyd

Hello,
Is there anybody in there
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home
Come on now,
I hear you're feeling down
I can ease your pain
Amd get you on your feet again
Relax
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is how I am
I have become comfortably numb-

O.K.
Just a little pin prick
There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips are moving but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child,
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
This child is grown
The dream is gone
And I have become
Comfortably numb -

It hurts. To live...it hurts. At least for me it does.

I don't like promises. They've been broken...made to only be broken by the one who gives them. Don't make any promises to me. I won't believe you.

I don't believe words totally. I believe actions more. As the cliche goes, "Actions speak louder than words." And basically...from my experiences...it's true.

Sometimes, I lie back and think, "Fuck the world." But you know, I can't just drop things. I'm not a mean person by nature. I care too much. I get so passionate about things. A dangerous thing to do, and that's one of the things that leads to all the pain and rejection.

Doing All Right
~May and Staffel (Queen at the BBC)
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Yesterday my life was in ruins
Now today I know what I'm doing
Got a feeling I should be doing all right
Doing all right

Where will I be this time tomorrow?
Jump for joy and sinking in sorrow
Anyway I should be doing all right
Doing all right

Sitting waiting for the sign
Looking round for the words to say
Should be waiting for the skies to clear
If there were time in all the world
Sitting waiting for the sign
Anyway I got to hide away
Hide away

Yesterday my life was in ruins
Now today I know what I'm doing
Got a feeling I should be doing all right
Doing all right
Doing all right

Not too many people like Queen. I'm a big fan. People ask me why. I tell them that if I look and listen, I can find a song from them that can fit any and every mood I end up in.

The above song...that's how we're supposed to look at life. Some of us do. Others of us...well, we could care less. Am I sounding depressing? I'm supposed to actually. That's me at times. Ask my friends who really know me.

I try to look at life like the song suggests, but at times, it's so hard, all I want to do is curl up into a tight ball and let the world just pass by without me.