SAVE ME ~Queen (Brian May)
It started off so well They said we made a perfect pair I clothed myself in your glory and your love How I loved you, How I cried... The years of care and loyalty Were nothing but a sham it seems The years belie we lived the lie "I love you 'till I die" Save me Save me Save me I can't face this life alone Save me Save me Oh... I'm naked and I'm far from home
The slate will soon be clean I'll erase the memories To start again with somebody new Was it all wasted All that love?.... I hang my head and I advertise A soul for sale or rent I have no heart, I'm cold inside I have no real intent
Save me Save me Save me I can't face this life alone Save me Save me Oh... I'm naked and I'm far from home
Each night I cry, I still believe the lie I love you till I die
Hate is what I feel for you, And I want you to know that I want you dead. You're late for the execution... If you're not here soon, I'll kill your friend instead.
All the pain I feel Couldn't start to heal Although I would like it to
I hate you and your apathy. You can leave, you can leave, I don't want you here. I'm playing this pantomime, But I don't see you showing any signs of fear.
All the pain I feel Couldn't start to heal Although I would like it to This time I'm for real My pain can not heal You will be dead when I'm through
[Chorus]
Pain and execution Put your hands in the air Put your hands in the air The air... yeah
I am, I am Israel's son Israel's son I am Put your hands in the air Put your hands in the air
down in it ~Nine Inch Nails
kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky and i was feeling some feeling you wouldn't believe sometimes i can't believe them myself and i decided i was never coming down. just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see. but i watched it way too long and that dot was pulling me down i was up above it. now i'm down in it well shut up what what does it matter now. i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground. and everything i never liked about you is kind of seeping into me. try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out ("i guess the jokes on me," she said) i was up above it. now i'm down in it i used to be so big and strong. i used to know my right from wrong. i used to never be afraid. i used to be somebody. i used to have something inside. now just this hole that's open wide. i used to want it all. i used to be somebody i'll cross my heart and hope to die but the needle's already in my eye. and all the world's weight is on my back and i don't even know why. and what i used to think was me is just a fading memory i was up above it. now i'm down in it
You're supposed to move on after a relationship ends. Different people move on at different paces. It seems more often than most that the male sex moves on faster than the female sex. I know it. I've seen it.
"You know, I've liked her ever since the first time I saw her."
Pain. Crushing pain that makes you want to scream and just beat the shit out of him. To know throughout more than two years of your relationship, where you've given him everything, he's like another girl who obviously liked, and still likes him. Now, he's telling you this...and telling you that: yeah, he talked to her hours on end about stuff, about how they feel. They're E-mailing each other. In fact, she couldn't wait to get it the next morning, so she got up early, showered, got dressed and checked her E-mail. And he's gotten seven so far. Furthermore,he's saying allthat in that tone of voice that...well...damn, it fucking hurts, and you just want to smack him hard. He says he's telling you because he wants to be your friend and that's what friends talk about. He's not doing this to hurt you. Bullshit. It boils up inside. The hate. The hurt. The pain. The rejection.
You tell him, "You have a lot of issues to fix, and if you don't you're going to fuck up so many relationships. You fucked up with me so much." You tell him that. It feels good. But it's also the truth.
He tells you, "You don't think I'm afraid that what happened with you won't happen with her?"
You hope to God it does, so he knows how bad you're hurting. You hope he royally fucks it up with her. You want so bad to hurt them both. For the both of them to just hurt. Hurts so fucking bad, doesn't it? Yeah...it does. And no matter what...it's always going to hurt.
"Why can't you get over it and move on?"
Because...I can't. I gave you close to four and a half years of my life. You tell me you can only remember ONE good time out of that. ONE. Damn you all to hell. Fuck you. I hate you...but I don't. I hate what you're doing to me. I'm trying so hard. I can't just forget what happened. I can't just stop loving you at the drop of a hat. No...you can do that. So it seems. Fuck you. Good luck with her. Fuck you both...
YOU OUGHTA KNOW ~Alanis Morisesette
I want you to know that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theatre Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
'Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, 'til you died But you're still alive
Chorus: And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave me You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
'Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, 'til you died Repeat Chorus
'Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me And I'm not gonna fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it. . . well can you feel it
Repeat Chorus
TOO LATE: FROZEN ~Type O Negative
So you've come to say you're very sorry. "It won't happen again - forgive me?" Time will not heal these wounds. And I'm bleeding because of you
Was everything we had just a joke? I've run out of patience, tears and hope. Love does not conquer all. And I'm screaming because of you
Too late for apologies
In the shadow of the light from a black sun. Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb. Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection? I'm freezing
Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow. Not from the North come to this glacial abode. But from your dimension cryogenic limbo. I'm freezing. I'm frozen. It's too late
head like a hole ~Nine Inch Nails
god money i'll do anything for you. god money just tell me what you want me to. god money nail me up against the wall. god money don't wany everything he wants it all. no you can't take it. no no you can't take it (no you can't take that away from me) head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die thatn give you control bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve god money's not looking for the cure. god money's not concered about the sick among the pure god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. god money's not one to choose. no you can't take it. no no you can't take it. no you can't take that away from me head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as you soul. i'd rather die than give you control bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. you know who you are